hi hello

i know i haven't been here in a bit, but im just working on things and busy with school!!

arbitrarily right now i have decided to rebrand my newgrounds profile to match my bluesky one. I liked my old profile, especially the pfp, but i think i'd like to have this place seem a bit more portfolio-esque and just overall more clean looking, and i dont think its get cleaner for me than this haha

i say i use this place as a portfolio almost because, somehow, most of the music ive made and can reasonably release is on here!! along with all my old art which... i kinda wish wasnt on here... i know it's been a bit but since last ive posted any kind of art i've kinda decided i dont wanna be an artist anymore. i dont really get any real joy out of drawing, and whenever i do rarely draw its just because i have an idea in my head i want to get out and express

soo that's not to say i'll never post art again, its just probably going to be very rare.

speaking of posting things, i have things to post!! i made a game and a few more songs i think i can post since I was last here. im trying to get the game properly working on a web build, there's one single bug i have to fix before it's totally done. i'll post the songs i made for it too, and maybe some other things if i can!!

and speaking again of games, im still working on the one i posted about previously!! it's going quite well actually, it needs one more key system until it's functionally complete and just needs to have all its assets drawn and dialogue written... which is kind of crazy. i know art and writing is like 75% of the game, but the thought of being done* programming for a game and just getting to fill it all in is crazy to me.

in my experience with programming so far, i honestly think i really really like it. its kind of improving my self-esteem in a way? for a lot of my life i was called stupid or made to feel less intelligent than i really am, but im finding that im like the smartest person ever when it comes to programming and its lowkey making me feel really good about myself. i think im going to keep programming and making games, and im interested in taking up HTML and CSS to get into web design too.

anyway, i dont have much more to add. things are just going pretty good and im feeling pretty alright about everything im making. i reeeeally reeally wanna try and use this site more, but there's just some things i cant always post. im sorry!! i love newgrounds and everything about and i intend to stay here, im just out sometimes